onlyemma's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'I need to clean out her cage.' ' I love it when you talk dirty to me.' Gemma has a date, so I�m confined to my room. She hasn�t gone out for dinner and chained me up or anything, but the date�s just going on in the flat which now limits me when it comes to where I can go without seeming like a nosey pervert. So I haven�t exactly been banished, but I don�t really want to be hanging around, you know how it is. They�re in the living room so unless I want to sit in the bathroom all night, I�m in my bedroom with a cup of tea and my thoughts. I realised whilst I was quietly making said cup of tea in the kitchen (not listening in, I might add) that Gemma often uses her pet rabbit as a type of prop in her pulling technique. I suppose it only works if you�re the type who finds a woman shouting in frustration and pulling a small frenzied animal from behind the telly sexy; but for whatever reason it seems to work for her, and the rabbit doesn�t seem to mind either. So it got me thinking that maybe I need to incorporate some type of hook into my pulling style as well, as whatever I�m doing now doesn�t seem to be keeping anyone interested in me, I�m not even that interested in me to be honest - if could have a little break from me, I probably would. Maybe I should start wearing some sort of novelty hat or carrying a hamster in my pocket? However, unfortunately I cannot get away from either me or the noisy film and odd burst of giggles in the living room. And it doesn�t half feel depressing when you�re accidentally stuck on the perimeter of someone else�s date. That�s the pitfall* of living with just one other person � every now and then one of you will be unwillingly caught up in the other�s romantic night, and will feel the need to be extra quiet or extra noisy, and to pretend you�re either not there, or you�re very much there. Tonight I�ve gone for the option of pretending I�m not in � mainly because I can�t be bothered to pretend I am. Which in actuality, I am, so the pretending would be unnecessary. Nonetheless, it�s easier to be quiet. Anyway, I�m bored. There is so little to do in my room I�m considering possibly packing, but there must be something better to do than that, surely. (* The second pitfall of living with just one person is that every time the dishwasher needs emptying, one out of two times, it�s your turn to do it.) 11:02 p.m. - 2009-08-31 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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