onlyemma's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Oh no, I'm hovering at the entrance of the adult world.
My tutor phoned me up today and told me that there's a job opportunity I might like to take up as a runner/ potential camera operator at a production company. So I phoned up the number he gave me and tomorrow I'm going to Carlisle for 3 days. On my own. Ok, well I won't be completely on my own as I will be with a crew, but now I think about it it'll be one of the first times I've been somewhere and haven't known anyone at all. Maybe it's to do with being a twin, but I often need a companion to go places with and sometimes even being at home without Kate seems just weird. I think "Oh God, what do I do on my own?" and now I'm off up north with a production crew who will rely on me for actual things. They also talked about seeing how I do and interviewing me in a few weeks and maybe sorting out a contract. What!? I was planning on bumming about in pergatory for a few more months, wondering what the hell I'm going to do with my life. And now all of a sudden a potential job is on the horizon. It's all so scary. I want to shout "but I'm just a child!" 6:11 p.m. - 2006-05-23 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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